Tuesday, September 9, 2008

87-MJW-78


My Dear...

I don't know how to start this letter, this is the first time I write a letter to you but also the last time u received letter from me. So sad is gonna be a good bye letter.

I failed but I never lives to regret. Oh dear! I’m sorry for telling you that no matter u accept me or not, I’m still nervous about the stunt is a lie. Of course I will give me up everything just to be with you but I don’t want you to accept me just because I’m doing this. I want u to accept me from your kind hearted heart..

Life is so unpredictable. Changes always come along, in big or small ways. I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down. I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me, but there is something really special about you.

Being in love with you brings joy into my life again, when I thought I couldn't feel this way about anyone, anymore. You came into my life suddenly and brought happiness

I know you'll find it hard to believe me if I tell you now how much you mean to me. I could hardly understand what I feel for you, knowing how to endure those long sleepless nights just thinking only of you. While lying in bed yesterday and thinking about the times we've spent together, I still wonder if I'm dreaming this magical life with you.

I've never been like this before. I just don't know how to pour out my feelings for you. I wanted to find the perfect words to make you realize how much I need you and love you.

You are everything I do. You see and bring out the best in me. You are the one I want to share everything with - my thoughts, hopes and dreams. Thinking of you makes my heart feel full. You are such a source of inspiration for me.

But now, I guess is time to say “Good Bye”. Although, I’m not so lucky to have you in my life but I never regret knowing you and falling in love with you. I cherish all the moment with you.


With this, I wrote a poem just for you;

"I asked for light, God gave me the sun,
I asked for water, God gave me rain,
I asked for happiness, and God gave me you."


"When I saw you I was afraid to meet you,
When I met you I was afraid to know you,
When I knew you I was afraid to love you,
Now I love you and I'm afraid to lose you!"


7777 Hugg and Kisses... Good Bye My Love!


P/s; I'll miss all the "Cheers" moment with you. A Magicial Moments till my last breath. Please forgive me as I'm no longer able to share the moments. You have to countinu your journey and Be strong Girl... cause u always said Who am I? Well... You're My Superstar!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Very Very Touching!!!